Hmm. What can I say about you that I haven’t already? Let’s see. You have helped me with so many things in my life within the 3 months that we’ve been back together. You have taught me selflessness, you have taught me how to love, you have taught me that someone could actually love me for me, along with so much more. You have helped me find myself and become a better person. Before you, all I cared about were my own feelings. Now, all I care about are yours. I’ve never been the kind of person to stand up for myself, but you taught me how to. You taught me that I don’t deserve to be walked all over. My dad says that he’s surprised that you put up with my shit. I am too. Not many people would put up with my mood swings or random bad days I’m having. But you do. I can never thank you enough for teaching me so many things and going through everything with me.
I love you so much Zachary. Happy anniversary boopy. <3
I’m so thankful for everything I have.
I have a more than amazing boyfriend, great friends who stay true to me, and a loving family. That’s all I can really ask for.
My boyfriend makes me the happiest girl in the world.
I couldn’t ask for anyone better to picture the rest of my life with. <3
That I suck as a human being.
I can’t wait
To quit my piece of shit job.
Soon enough I’ll be working full time at the hospital, starting at $13 an hour, 5 days a week & 8 hours a day, and having full benefits. Then, I can get the fuck out of retail. And out of the shitty company I work for.
I feel so bad
Because Spencer is hungry, and I’m not allowed to feed him. ): I mean, he ate at 7:30. But he’s not supposed to eat after 8 because he’s getting fixed in the morning.
On a good note, I came home and Workaholics is on. Best show ever.
Another good note, Sora is totally dtc.
I’ve been creating a list of things I want from Lush…this means bad things. Horrible, horrible things. I want so many bath bombs. It’s not even funny.
Anyways, I just got off the phone with my extremely amazing boyfriend, that I love with all of my heart. So, that means Workaholics, texting Zak for tiny bit, and then going to bed. <3
I really need to shower
But I’m going to miss like 15 minutes of Leap Year. ):
Anyways, I’m so hungry. I want pizza. But I guess I’ll settle for Ramen. Maybe I’ll ask my dad to go to the grocery store and buy stuff for me. So I can make homemade crabrangoons, eggrolls, and pansit. UGH YES. Pansit. I need some now.
Okay. Shower. Go. Now. Yup. Now.
Today was a good day. (:
I love my boyfriend very much. And his friends are awesome. I just love spending time with him. Because not only are we in a relationship, but he’s my best friend. And I absolutely love that.
So, I hadn’t really eaten at all today because I’m a broke bitch. And when I came home, there were burritos waiting for me. I fucking love my dad. Then, I go into my room, and all my cat wants to do is cuddle. :3
Time to go wash my leg and pass the fudge out. I’m sleeeeepy as shit.
As you can tell, yes I did get a Beauty & The Beast tattoo. It’s not done. I still have to get it colored, but that won’t be until next month. If you have any questions about it, feel free to leave me some messages for when I wake up! :D
Oh, and for anyone who asks “aren’t you going to regret that someday?” No. I’m not going to regret it. So fuck yourself. Goodnight! :*
Djxhskandfb. So. Tired.
I did not want to wake up this morning. I just wanted to sleep forever! I barely get any sleep anymore. D’:
I’m getting a haircut today. I’m not really sure if I want the length shortened a lot, or to just take my dead ends off. I can’t even think right now. My mind is all jdkbhsdhfj.
I wish Dennis would just give me a set of keys already! Then I could go in the store and just take a nap. Haha. Thank god he’s bringing me coffee in about an hour. I can’t wait. I really fucking hope all I have to do today is used. Then again, I can pretty much do whatever. I’m the fye princess. Hahahahaha.
So. Sunday I’m asking my tattoo artist about an apprenticeship. I decided I’d really like to tattoo for a living. I know they don’t make that much money, but I would enjoy doing it. Surprisingly, my dad told me I should. He’s actually the one who gave me the idea! I love him.
I am trying so hard not to listen to soft music right now. I’ll probably end up passing out on the floor. Lol.
I think I’m going to Grime today with Marissa. So excite. Thank god I’m out at 2 by the way. Thank. God.
Alright. I think I’m gonna go do my make up so I don’t look like death. Daysleeper just came on…fucking yes. Dear and the Headlights. Good start to this gloomy day.
Oh. And did I mention that I love my boyfriend? He’s fucking amazing.